Half of the year done already

My aunt BAM always said as you get older time goes faster - so fast now that I'm 45!  Due to jh saying I was fat and stressing about how to deal with that as well as being "on the go" as my dad would say, I woke up with a terrible sore throat yesterday.  My BFF and I went to see MB at the bud and it was tough not being able to sing.  It was BFF's first time seeing MB live and she seemed to enjoy it.  

Today is my last day off of a 4 day weekend.  I had a relatively decent weekend but as per usual I've spent way too much time on the couch and will regret not getting a lot of chores/organizing done.  I have a massage appt at 4 pm today so what better way to finish up a long weekend.

I'm fat!

Why do people think they need to tell you you're overweight.  I do buy clothes so I know what size I am.   I'm trying to think they are coming from a thoughtful place but it sure hurts and makes me feel ashamed.  I had a shareholder of the company offer to pay for me to go to Dr Bernstein clinic.   Sure it works but I have my doubts that it would last either.  I think it's more about lifestyle and being healthy.  I have lost 10 pounds since Christmas which I was happy with but then yesterday when jh suggested dr Bernstein I felt defeated.

Feeling sorry for myself. 

I think my first step is to see a naturopath.

To start

Today is my 45th birthday and what better thing to do but to start a blog finally!

I decided it was about time to get my own blog going.  I read so many and think it's an awesome way to diarize life and maybe even help others along the way.

My goals for this blog:

1.  Write down great experiences
2.  Share issues with having a mother with late stages of Alzheimer's
3.  Provide incentive to myself (and maybe others) to get rid of my burden of debt

Here's to the next 45 years!

Happy birthday to me!